art by ao3 user realidadcaotica
It's 3 AM in Europe
Can't fall asleep tonight
I cut my hair last night
And my rationality's nowhere in sight
Where did we go wrong?
I don't want to stay strong
Because I loved you
Is it wrong if I still do?
I trusted you
Was it stupid of me to?
You loved me-ee-ee
Or at least pretended to
You hurt me, me
I trusted you
I trusted you
You hurt me
I trusted you
It's 3 AM in Europe
Can't fall asleep tonight
I cut my hair last night
And my rationality's nowhere in sight
Where did we go wrong?
I don't want to stay strong
Because I loved you
Is it wrong if I still do?
I trusted you
Was it stupid of me to?
You loved me-ee-ee
Or at least pretended to
You hurt me, me
I trusted you
I trusted you
Heart is pumping
Tears are flowing
Blood is rushing
Memories glowing
Where's my heart?
Did I misplace it again?
Again?
Is there anything left to tear apart?
You'd think I'd get better
Better at telling lies
You'd think I'd get better
Better at seeing their disguise
But I'm not doing better at all
At all
Gute Besserung
And together we fall
Gute Besserung
And together we fall
(I lo-lo-love you!
I lo-lo-love you!
I lo-lo-love you!)
I met you at school
Thought you were pretty cool
Always so disgustingly cliché (Ew!)
But you fill my thoughts every day
Hey, how are you?
Wanna come to my party too?
My brother says I can't drink
But I've got cups with sharks
What do you think?
Heard you play guitar
Well, check out mine
Let’s lay on the grass
And strum until stars shine
They say I go out too much
But I don't care (It's you I want to touch)
I lo-lo-love you!
I lo-lo-love you!
I lo-lo-love you!
I met you at school
And now we're graduating
But you're acting ice cool
And I'm left here waiting
Brother
He said
He told me what you did
Brother
He said
He told me what you hid
Brother, mother
Aren't okay with it
Maybe they were right about you
Maybe I should have quit
Oh, how are you?
Wanna come to my party too?
My brother says I can't drink
But I've got cups with sharks
What do you think?
Heard you play guitar
Well, check out mi-mine
Let’s lay on the grass
They say I go out too much
But I don't care (It's you I want to touch)
I lo-lo-love you!
I lo-lo-love you!
I lo-lo-love you!
I lo-lo-love you
I met you at school
And now we're graduating
But you're acting ice cool
And I'm left here waiting
Brother
He said
He told me what you did
Brother
He said
He told me what you hid
Brother, mother
Aren't okay with it
Maybe they were right about you
Maybe I should have quit
(That's me in the cover!
That's me!)
I'll end it tonight
And everything will be alright
I'll end it tonight
And everything will be alright
That's me in the cover!
That's me!
Drop the G!
A-B-See you, I'm free!
If it's not clear
I'm now dead, taking pictures near
Shine, shine, starry bright!
The bubble of pop bursts in the night
My blood is sweet like bubblegum
(Sorry if I'm troublesome)
That's me in the cover!
Spat and stepped on
I'm your fallen superstar
Shining red upon
A dream that’s come undone
Is that the way you like it?
Do you think it can fit?
Is that what you sought?
Is it easier to understand it?
The bubble of pop bursts
(My blood)
If it's not clear
I'm now dead, taking pictures near
Shine, shine, starry bright!
The bubble of pop bursts in the night
Is that the way you like it?
Do you think it can fit?
Is that what you sought?
Is it easier to understand it?
The bubble of pop-pop, bursts
My blood is sweet like bubblegum
(You're so troublesome)
I was impressed to wake one morning
And find I could still sing, no mourning
No background noise
No bickering
I miss your love, but I can't deny
This new light flickering
My blood doesn't burn my veins
I may be sad today
But I'm less sad than yesterday
You know, I can play the guitar by myself
Who cares about liars when I have friends?
You didn't break me
I was impressed to wake one morning and find...
I was impressed to wake one morning and find...
I miss your love, but I can't deny
This new light flickering
My blood doesn't burn my veins
I may be sad today
But I'm less sad than yesterday
You know, I can play the guitar by myself
Who cares about liars when I have friends?
You didn't break me, mm
It all hurts
It all hurts
In places I never knew could burst
Like my teeth
From now on
From now on
I'll go slow
Keep my head low
Elevator music
The only thing I need to feel alive
It's elevator music
I can't stand the drive
I can't feel the vibe
I don't want your bribe
Don't be sorry for me
Elevator music
My jaw hurts from the bite
Have I gone too low this night?
Am I a mean dog?
They say I lost my charm
They want me to do myself harm
They say I lost my hit
I'm done with all their shit
Elevator music
The only thing I need to feel alive
I'm fourteen again
When you look at me that way
Telling me it's not okay
To show such disrespect today
I'm thirteen again
When you grip my arm so tight
Saying we'll be just fine
Everything will be alright
Then I'm twelve
Up on the shelves
I found your cookies and ate them all
You held my head as I threw up all night
My hair was so gross after that fall
I asked you to cut it like yours
I just wanted to look like you
I asked you to cut it like yours
It's been years
Then I'm eleven
Up at 7 AM
You're yelling again
Or is it them?
I'm ten
I'm twenty-seven
And it doesn't really matter now
What I was doing back then
(Liar!)
From my long, wise, seventeen-going-eighteen years of life
I've learned how to spot a lying fuck
Don't mess with me, yuck!
(Just kidding)
So, he doesn't want a song about himself
Problem is, I couldn't help myself
I already wrote it
It's a three-minute long apology
I swear there's nothing wrong with my psychology
I even recorded that song about him!
So, should I release it under a pseudonym?
But he said: With this
You're driving yourself mad
But saying that in a song would be kinda sad
So, he doesn't want a song about himself
Problem is, I couldn't help myself
I already wrote it
But no need for a three-minute long apology
It's just learning a better methodology
Over the years
This song is about a little magician
Who's now the manager of a musician
That bright girl
Her eyes shine like pearls
Not letting your heart turn blue
Holding on to what's good and true
No matter what you go through
That's the magic in you
(Um... Do I really have to sing this part?)
(It's part of the deal)
(Okay)
She's such a pro
With her sunny glow
So watch her show
Every week at the Wonder Bar, go
I want you to know…
Not letting your heart turn blue
Holding on to what's good and true
No matter what you go through
That's the magic in you
No matter what you go through
There's still magic in you
Her brown curls turned heads at the park
"Let's go out again?" - question mark
But I left her alone, in the dark
It's just that her forehead
Isn’t as big as Herr Forehead's
Her smile's so sunny
But her faces aren't as funny
So if she wants to be with me, maybe
I'll tell her, "Take me to court, baby"
Let’s see if you can rock
Rock with me
But she can't because…
Her forehead
Isn't as big as Herr Forehead's
Her smile's so sunny
But her faces aren't as funny
They just aren’t as funny
Honey,
This isn't about anyone, anyone
If I told him, I know he'd run
It’s just for fun
Just for fun